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Something very personal
Posted by admin | Posted in Uncategorized | Posted on 26-08-2010
So where to begin, sorry but this is not a good blog post. This year I have spent in a bottle and it drove me to almost kill myself and lose everything. I moved back from Hollywood at the end of April and moved into a great house in Phoenix, and things were great, but with all good things, the bad does happen. Someone I thought of as a really, I mean REALLY good friend was using me and pushing me further into hell. I starting drinking so much from April till July I don’t remember much of what happened.
In July I lost my home that I was renting, well I was told it fell into foreclosure and that I didn’t need to pay the last months rent. Well that was a lie and done to make sure the bank and the owner didn’t have to pay to move me. But on July 11th I went into the hospital for my drinking and after a week in detox, went back to the house and everything, and I do mean EVERYTHING was gone. All I had was my laptop that I took to detox, one book, and the clothes on my back!
The owner says that they never went in and the bank would never remove anything from the house. So after 3 months of binge drinking and not working, I had no savings, no money, and no nothing. Well, now the good news, your Pornman has been sober for 46 days, working on getting my life back, and yes I will still do porn. Porn was not the reason I went into binge drinking or the reason why any of this happened. It was me trusting people when I knew better. Porn is good happy fun!!
So just to let you all know I am back, and working again. But it’s funny to do Porn from a Christian Shelter!! Yes I’m living in a shelter. Tough to find a good home with no money, and I’m slowly trying to get my programs and cameras back. But I’m still smiling and I’m not saying I’ll never drink again but for now let me just try to get you some good porn and better blog post!!
